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Having a complicate life.
Seeking God for His blessing.
Today is POPO's Birthday! i just shock her with a sms. Few minutes later, she call me and say i am very guai, can remember her birthday. :)
We chat for awhile, hearing so much fun she had. Everyday having lots of event, learning chinese, english and singing Karaoke at her community. She is also doing community service every thursday. She sound like having a full of joy in her life. By chatting with her, i feel that she is now living very happily.
Listening to her laughter, and imagine her smile when she talk. She added on that her son and daughter just celebrate her birthday by bringing her to restaurant to eat. Wohooo... i am very happy for her. :)
At about 10am, me and da jie met in school to go collect our graduation attire from the 'Our Space@ 72'. After that, we than accompany shin to go for her interview at Braddle before we process our shopping for graduation. However, in the mid of shopping. It was a very co-incident that i see him. My heart was not filled with joy, but jealousy and hurt. He was with a girl, they were eg very close.
After that moment, my mind cant stop thinking. Through out the whole shopping, i become moody. I doubt that i have anymore chance and should give up. We both come from the different background, different learning. i think i'd been too naive for the past few year. Where will there be a person really love u? You are not pretty, no talent, no hope. Who will want to be with u? However for her, she is rich and they both are as close as u ever know. Where do u think you will stand?? Stop dreaming!! U are just too little girl.
Work hard! Become a Bachelor! Become rich and save the staving children! Work until the death....
A mixture feeling, that i dont know how to express...
It just take time to dissolve...
I just hope that Zhen Xuan will be very very happy living in his mansion over in the Heaven.
He is the strongest and best vocalist.
Zhen Xuan, even thought i only had a little memories of being with you in Worship Team, but you are always living a great memories and you happy/smilling face will always be kept in my mind.
i just finish designing the Singapore 2010 Youth Olympic Games photo design. this project is a 'last minutes' work i received. However, just so surprise that i can finish up 2 different design from 12am till now.
slacking for awhile, i look back at the photos we took before.. i smile. even thought we may not be together, but the memories still last with happiness. You may not notice it, but its real. Hopefully, sooner i will forget about u. It just take time as what had happen few months ago.
ok! the dawn is awaken soon. GTG and sleep! Gd Night!
Finally, after 2 days of video filming under a 35Degree Celsius. The shooting is finally over. The first days was super exhausted. We were at Kranji War Memorial for some scene shoot. And the weather were super hot! Everyone is having sun burn, especially the crew who are unable to rest much.
However during our second shoot at Lower Pierce Reservoir. At first, all things went smoothly. But when we change to the jungle scene, we were being chase out by the NPark. Lucky we than drove out to another nearest place to finish up the film.
Overall, the 2 days of film i actually learn a lot from them. As a assistance director, i know about the TC-In, Color Code.. and all those that is important. eg how to do different angle scene. It a new learning experience that i did not learn in my 3years in poly.
however, i really hope that the feeling will fade away after this 2 days of being together having fun. I not sure if its a right feeling i should have, but i just dont want to get hurt eg what had happen few months ago.
Date: Thursday, February 18, 2010 | Time: 12:06 AM
once again, why am i having that feeling back??? I had try to forget this feeling for the past few months, and its really hard and painful. But why? why it come back again?
Can relationship problems just leave me alone?? i just want to live normally. I just dont know what my mind is thinking. Am i doing the right things? When i feel down, u show me somethings and make me happy. But i know, you do not know i am feeling unhappy. But why? Why is it this certain time?
However, thank you marcus.Even you do not know, but everytime when i am feeling down, ur conversation will make me cheer-up. its really very relaxing talking to u. All kinda of crapping jokes, laughter..
this year is just a unhappiness in my life. tears and heart broken. However, i just hope after tonight, things will gonna change. Life will be better in my family. Hope everything goes well.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! & HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!